I thought I didn't have a chance
Ever since I came back from California, I always felt a hole in my life. I feel like my life in France is boring so I try things, I'm going to work at Disneyland again for Christmas, I work as a waitresse in a Crepe restaurant, I talk to people from all over the world (recently, I even sent a postcard to a girl I don't even know in Budapest) and I meet new people.
I can't tell you much about the last one... it's still very fragile and new. Sometimes, I will write you the whole story but for now I'm gonna keep my mouth shut and be mysterious haha.
Things have been though this last couple of weeks. To be honest, my mom has breast cancer. It's a very tiny one but still, it's a cancer ! Tomorrow she is going to get surgery for the second time. I worry a lot but I try to stay strong when I'm around her. I keep my tears inside and smile. She is going to be fine, that's all that matter.
At the same time, school is getting really hard to catch up with. I have so much things to do, I'm scared I might not handle everything. I have good grades but how long will I keep them that way?!
Last saturday, we celebrated my friend Lea H 's 18th birthday. We played laser game ! I couldn't stop thinking about Barney in "How I met your mother". We had such a fun evening and night (until 6am --' ) Thanks Lea. We are a nice group of 7 classmates. I always think "how will they be in 10 years ? Will they have kids ?" haha
That's pretty much all I want to write for today.